Trying to remember to breathe. My body feels tired from too much anxiety.
The high school classmate that re-connected me with my soldier has a layover this afternoon at the airport. I had planned to drop by for a little while to have a drink with him. Now I hear that his flight is rescheduled.
We had a great conversation just now anyway. It was good to talk to Joe but I was nervous about how much to gush over my soldier. These boys do talk to each other. Of course, I see parts of my soldier that Joe doesn't (both physically and emotionally) so I have to remember to allow my soldier to keep his man card, ya know?
Joe is very reassuring to me. It felt good to talk to someone who knows my soldier. He loves both of us and has high hopes that we'll all be able to hang out as couples one day. We'll see, Joe. I've gotta take it one step at a time...
It would probably be good for me to go to my A Course in Miracles study group tonight. I have to see if the logistics work in my favor.
I'm going to let God drive this week. I will make plans and see if they pan out. Otherwise, I'm going to take each moment as it comes and keep on smiling!
- Try to complete the final pairings for our company golf tournament this Friday (so there's one less thing to worry about at work)